The Puff

In the rocker I swing,

puffing a coffin nail,

pet closely sitting,

wagging his bewitching tail.

aura is hazy,

sensation is bold.

cig spark getting closer,

put time on hold.

Thoughts becoming dizzy,

crawling like snail.

lungs are puffed up,

fingers getting frail.

Its the last puff

and I am dreaming.

so strong was the stuff,

made me frea-king.

A Drop of Wine

The day was called off from the college

and we arrived at the discotheque to get a sip of solace.

counting started but forgot to cease

when booze let me get down to knees.

we danced, we sung and we enjoyed better

the level of intoxication to come up later.

eyes closed and I was in the heaven,

relished the dance of beautiful maven.

still the booze was going on

celestial dancers were stepping in

and I was not able to step on.

Someone was calling me I thought,

some more went in and some more I sought.  

Then I got to swim at cloud nine

when I met with the last drop of wine.

When I was A Kid

Everyone passes through the phase like I did,
I used to be innocent, when I was a kid.

My life started with my parent's love,
This apple of their eyes was all above,
Those eyes were careful if I skid,
I used to be innocent when I was a kid.

Life was better, games were best,
nothing to study, no one to test,
sleeping tight with parents, in the mid.
I used to be innocent when I was a kid.

Mind was clean, the heart was pure,
friends were forever, that's for sure.
no one to cheat and nothing to hide,
I used to be innocent when I was a kid.

Now life has changed and love is defined,
friends are equal, anyone else is inclined.
something in the air that is burning my eyelid,
I used to be innocent when I was a kid.

Everyone passes through the phase like I did,
I used to be innocent, when I was a kid.

My debut with BrainChild

Anuj kaushik is the name I am known with.
btech is the course I am done with.
got friends, had fun and everything went fine until,
seed of love, won't tell, I had sown with.

I hit the air about 26 years ago,
din't know anything, just went with the flow,
destiny already destined even before the creation,
short way to find, long way to go .

I got admitted and went to school,
first day could be disgusting but mine was cool,
caught the reality after having a good time,
when met with a slap and found myself as a fool.

So this was the start I got,
I was hit by life's every shot,
but I had to go to the way to destiny,
and to open every mystery's knot.

I had started living my life,
someone with love, someone with strife,
materialistic things came and lost,
something too low, something too rife.

Then my first love started to happen,
I was just seven and smile her weapon,
I was ready to die for the smile she had,
words wanted to come out but tongue had fastened.

Love was in the air and I was flying high,
making another TAJ in my fantasy's sky,
She was with me, I swear by God,
because I don't lie, I don't lie.

And then, when I switched the school after one year,
I was very much concerned about my dear.

How would I see her again?
How would I conceal my pain ?
But next day in school, new session started,
and I was feeling same
because I had fallen in love again.